when i saw you i fell in love, and you smiled coz you know

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Nagsimula ang lahat sa isang pagkakataon, pagkakataon na pinaglapit ng panahon at tadhana, hindi lamang ang mga mundo bagamat kasabay nito ang mga puso. Hindi maitago at maipaliwanag ng kambal na puso na ilapit ng isang pagkakataon at ng isang bagay "bag" na silay magmamahalan ng lubosan pagmamahalang humantong sa isang relasyon, relasyaong kung pagbibigyan ng pasin ng lahat ay isang kamalian at kasinungalingan. Hindi ang kamaliang ito ang magdidikta kung kailan at kung saan dapat tumigil ang pagmamahalan. Lilipas man ang oras at ang araw di maitagong walang sino-man ang makakapaghadlang nito. Ang pagmamahalang ito ay nagbunga ng maraming usap-usapan hindi lamang sa kani-kanilang lupong ngunit naki usap pati ang hangin, hanging nagdala ng masamang ihip ng panahon sa dalawa at kamuntikang magtapos sa di kanais-nais na kadahilanan, ngunit hindi ito magiging paraan para silay paghiwalayin dahil kakayanin nilang dalawa na lampasan anu mang unos sa kanilang pag-iibigan. gabi ma't araw di nawawala sa isip at diwa ng isat-isa na mananatiling matatag para sa kanilang ikakaligaya.

"je t'aime fossette de bébé"

attente après->

"4 Days of Missing my Baby"

Four days of loneliness,
no kisses and no tight hugs.
Four days absence of
sweet smiles and holding hands.

I felt so sicked with love,
love of my only one true love.
Irritated and being serious
is this the effect of his absence?

Im always looking for a smile,
a smile that opens my heart.
A sincere and humorous talk
that i admire the most.

I want then to listen
to the beautiful voice that
caries my heart into the
fantasy that the lovers had.

O how sad i am now
looking for his presence
nobody not somebody
but only my sweet BABY.

How i wish and expect that Friday
is already tomorrow then,
so i can expressed what i felt upon
missing & wanting my baby to be here.

"Love of Siam"

if i told you that this song is meant for you,
would you believe me?
i may not sound as beautiful as other songs
you may nto know that
love song couldn't be written
but if we didn't have the feelings of love
but for you sweet heart
it all came out easily
you may have heard
thousands of love ballads
some may touch your heart,
though they mean nothing more...
but you'll know when you listen
to this song it was meant just for you
you would know by heart what i mean,
and we would be there for each other

let the song play while were
walking together on that path
all i hear is just the voice of you and me
will be together for so long
as mentioned in the poetry
that where is love,
there is always hope
your love has lightened up my heart
you are my destiny
love holds up many truths to look for
and i have wasted my lifetime
searching for them
but not so long ago i realized
when i got close to you
if my life is a rhytm
you're the beautiful lyrics
to this song that has touch my heart

"i cant be with you as your boyfriend
but thaqt doesn't mean that i dont love you"tong from love of siam

Ticket by mew

you must have heard of
the place that if we get to,
we will have evrything
happiness and dreams thats
been waiting for will wait for
us at the destination
and only a single
ticket is needed for
multiple return trips
but no one has ever
returned to tell me anything
so i wonder if it is real,
want to see it for myself
even if it's by foot
im willing to go,
if there will be something
upon arrival
no matter what i must pay
to get the ticket, i will
and so i paid with everything
i have just for someone
to return it all to me and say
this ticket is not for me
even though it is sold to all
its just that this train
does not have a place for me
so i cannot travel
like i said,
im dedicated and travelled
in the direction that he travelled
no matter the fatigue,
the heat, or the cold,
i'm not afraid
with proud heart
i will endure
amd in not too long
the destination
will become apparent
so clamber on to
reach that destination
that is disappearing
it probably is not real,
the destinatioin for someone like me
the ticket that evryone has,
probably does not
exist for someone like me
and so i turn my back to the way
that i came from,
and there i saw someone looking
when walked back,
i saw that it was same person
that told me repeatedly,
stressingly that...
this ticket is not for me
even though it is sold to all
its just that this train
does not have a place for me
so i cannot travel

InSensitiVe

it is YOU who believe that I'm Lost, and it is you who says "you are such a Bullshit Guy"... who are you to STAND in front of me while saying ahuh you're such a nice player... to whom it may concern you are the person who really made my life beautiful... to you whop can feel Shake you're body i think theres a lot of mystery... don't hide, don't be a fool when someone calls you, be responsible... i believe this would be hard to read... just reflect and you will found it... for you are not worthy to accused me on what i should... i made my self like this to stand with out regret laughing crying even if
to be in love with someone else... look at your nails are they beautiful? look at your eyes are they true to you? look at your fingers are they saying i care for you? be free!!! be free to accept reality... be lost for you to be found...Like me

Mahirap ang Mahalin?

Sa dinamirami ng problema sa mundo
bakit ito ang problema ko!
ang mahalin ng isang kaibigan
na ang turing mulang ay ''kasangang-dikit''

Ni minsan 'di ko pa naramdaman magmahal...
Ni minsan 'di ko pa naramdamanng minahal ako...
Oh! Diyos ko! bakit isa pang kaibigan hindi ko pa
lubos na kilala ang biglang sasabing Mahal Kita!

Hindi ba isang kahibangan ang mahulog ang
kaibigan ko sa isang hamak na gunggung na gaya ko.
Naisip ko bakit galit ako sa sarili ko?:
Siguro'y mahirap suklian ang pagmamahal na binibigay nya...

Talagang mahirap... Naiinis nga ako sa sarili ko
kung bakit ako nagkaganito...maaari ngang
''guilty'' ako datapwat 'di ko masuklian ang
Pag-ibig na buong-puso niyang ibinigay sakin.

TALAGA!!! OO!!!
MAHIRAP ANG MAHALIN!!!